Friday, April 2, 2010

Losing My Religion


I think I had more faith in Walt’s meltdown than you, Chip.  In the last few episodes, we’ve seen Walt under tremendous pressure.  Despite his financial success, he’s lost everything else he holds dear.  His life is out of control – whether he has everything, or nothing, is up to someone else.  Skyler, “Flynn,” Hank, Gus, Tuco’s pissed off cousins – they hold his future in their hands. Even the eyeball is serving up its indictment of him.

Driving alone out in the desert, alone at last and enjoying a song from what had to have been a simpler time in his life, Walt encounters the very symbol of authority, a uniformed officer who pulls him over for his cracked windshield.  He tells the officer, none too gracefully, that the windshield was broken when hellfire rained down on his house from the midair collision and he hasn’t had a chance to have it repaired yet.  There were body parts in his yard, for the love of all that’s holy!  Surely he doesn’t deserve a ticket for this! 

Walt’s meltdown was the perfect embodiment of his frustration with his life.  Unlike what we saw in the season premiere, I didn’t see an ounce of guilt in this scene. Just as Walt finds himself lately in every other situation, the officer has total authority over him.  Walt’s losing his religion!  He’s not liking the fact that karma is treating him as Walter White when he’s clearly served notice to the world that he will henceforth be known, and treated, as Heisenberg. The man is a major “drug manufacturer,” with a thriving hobby as a mass murderer. Does he deserve no respect at all? Is he a horse with no name? Ah, but our man in uniform gives Walt a good roughing up as he loads him into the car, just to drive the point home that whoever he really is, Walt’s not in control right now. 

And that is why I loved Walt’s meltdown.

Peace, Holly

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